Shame

Abide to walls
Cause they said is safe
But is it really
When blood bonds rape

No fear to hands
No dear for link
Lust won everything
Left her alone to sink

Shamless courage
Over dues blood ties
Lusty brains
Overwhelmed all lies

Unhuman action
Done with out shame
Brutally executed
End up to her blame

Support she begged
From poor assualt
All she got was
“It is your fault”

Solitary in race
She picks up pace
And try to act usual
But couldn’t tie up that lace

So much for little life
Made it even worst
When family denies support
Out of all respect thirst

After all these
She makes her mark
Without sympathy
She starts brigthening the dark.

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Young, Dumb & Broke

Vexed freash blood
Moves out to hunt
Thinking makes it slow
Overthinking making blunt
Paused for a moment
And break your life
Millions questions running
From peace to knife
Sudden blasts
Volcanoes roar
Suggestions to hell
Positivity to sore
Random judgements
Silly convictions
Affects to core
Making it fictions
What you want
Always you don’t get
Don’t expect things
Else suffer regret
Either go with right
Or whats right for you
But whats actually right
When you follow what you do
Simpler things
To complicate it
Then just cry upon
Why my life is shit
Not everytime you’ll be happy
Blind eyes will cry
Not everytime things will favour you
Dissatisfied soul will dye
But don’t give up
Take things with grin
Not the day but
Some day you’ll win
Achieve them
Rather to appeal
Be a consistent
And make things deal
Make it you
Nobody gives a fuck
They’ll critizes your move
And some corner it suck
But you be strong
Cause King’s crown shine
In the dark of hate
In the favour of time
But don’t you give up
You are still young men
Who makes mistakes
And learn it from them.

Scars

Can you just
Stop judging my light
Cause you don’t have any sense
And you don’t have any right

Can you just
Understand what is beauty
Cause it’s your stupideness
And my duty

Can you just
Keep opinions with you
Cause they are worthless
And you know it too

Can you just
Accept me as i am
Cause i am tired of explaining
Beauty is not all damn

Can you just
Understand a beautiful soul
Much prettier than a face
Much likely like a goal

Can you just
Respet my nature
Follow my idea
And help creating better creature

Can you just
Stop this shit
And together make
Everyone lit

Can you just
Kill all beauty products and win
And help making this world
A better place to live in.

Bye School…

Started as a stranger
Made some new friends
Hardly knew anything
Soon came to an end.

16 years back
Your parents had sown a seed
The teachers watered everyday
And today it is flower indeed

A flower which will get detached today
And make a new start
16 years of love and care
Will be missed from all our heart

Long claps in assemblies
Playing football on rallball field
We didn’t realized
Where the time chilled

From running fast for games
To coming late after breaks
A sixteen year journey
Showed us many takes

Ah. Finally it came to an end
Playing in class, eating each others food
Outdoor classes in garden
Which refreshed everyone’s mood

Hundred memories lived
Thousand moments to recall
Will miss this more than a building
Hope could re live again all

Innovations of excuses
For undone homework was nothing new
Hardly we knew that our teachers were aware of everything
Little or few.

Yes we are Teens!

Years of play
We make it hell
Ask you dady
How things sell
Just to study
We make excuse
Thinking about exams
We burn up our fuse
Small fights with friends
We cry ocean
Do everything over
And cry on conclusion
Try finding partners
End up doing shit
Goes off in depression
Making mind lit
In our mind
We are in cage
In reality
We are in first stage
Thousands difficulties ahead
Lakh problems to face
Million people to turn up
Would you loose your grace?
Think again
Life is short
Either waste on shit
Or make it hot

Confusion!?

Dear Life,
Weeks of pain to her
I got a birth
Crying,laughing,playing
Nothing sort of worth
Slowly lended a voice
To speak out my choice
Which was hardly audible
But to create noise
Walk was a start
Run was promotion
Stubborn was coined my name
Now I had my own notion
Chosen family was next
I got some new companion
Who fought at moon
And friends by the next sun
Now came who said forever
Who could prove it never
Cause forever is whatever
Now in a scene
Where protagonist is you
And I am in side
Where secrete is you
Which I had hide
Sometimes you give
Sometimes you steal
Sometimes you break
Sometimes you heal
Is this any game
Or a simulator to cheat
Is their any aim
Or a mission to complete
Give me a motto
Give me a reason
Give me a light
To come out of prison
Live your life
And be little selfish
Cause you get only one
To fulfill all your wish
Or
Sacrifice for others
And promote humanity
Cause it feels good
Visualising life’s clearity
Now what to do
What to not
No one ever taught
How to open this knot
And just live without any thought.

Why Dear Time

Why dear time
Why testing much
Enough of tests
It won’t work such
Why dear time
Testing patience beyond limits
Tired of all fails
Blasted all my wits
Why dear time
When I get a reason to leave
You show me something worser
And ask me to live
Why time why
Can’t you tell the reason of my presence
Can’t you set me a goal
Can’t you judge my essence
Why dear time
You won’t stop to hear anyone
Let others die
You’ll continue waking up sun
Why time why
Tell me WTF is going on
Because some moment it sucks
Understanding why I had born.

Yes, I am afraid of Faliure

Yes I am afraid of failure

Yes I am afraid of failure. Yes I am afraid if I couldn’t manage my responsibilities. Yes I am afraid that what if I couldn’t make up to people’s expectations. Yes I am afraid of the fact that I also have to die someday. Yes I am afraid of everything around and stupidly trying act as if I don’t care. But deep inside every hour every second every moment, I just think, What if I couldn’t do anything. The fear of failure makes me weak and ignore the fact that someday or the other I have to face the truth and have manage all the things. But still Yes I am afraid of failure.

Lets Kill Ourselves

Suicide

Suicide sounds like a pathetic word but don’t lie to yourself, haven’t you ever thought of it. This a trendy topic but still no one ever discuss because everyone some where or the other is afraid of death. In India itself there a person suicides every 20 minutes and thats more than worst. The reasons are simple. Tired of daily routines, tired of failure, at least once, once in your life you may had thought lets give up because there is no one for me and there is no future ahead.
Pretty normal nowadays. We cry for small things we don’t get from our parents,though they try to give the best of all of possibles they can. We cry for breakups and give warnings to our partner. Thats childish but this is the truth of the time.
‎We just don’t want to try. We have become lazy. We don’t want to study and want marks and then shamelessly laughing at it with our friends not even thinking the money required and the efforts of your parents to buy that single sheet. But as said you never know the importance until you earn it or loose it.
‎In India people suicides are mostly students. Students are afraid to male mistakes in this education system. Creativity is killed from young minds and forcing them to remember as much the syllabus wants. With these things working many students loose and fail. Not fail the exam but fail life. This is sad. A student goes to go school to study to learn something new but end up doing this. So somewhere schools are also responsible.
The factor is also society. Society is the biggest evil of the era. If you want to do something,”Will Society will accept?”. If you don’t want to do something,”Will Society will accept?”. Like do people have there own lifes left? Or ia juat society living it. Parents wants marks but don’t let their chold to choose his profession, because what society will say.
The ultimate pressure is on the child. Adding up to his peers,personal problems, economical problems, relation problems, competition,etc. Is a young brain capable of resisting this much?Then they choose suicide.
But suicide isn’t a option. Suicide is not the option. Your life is still better than small boy who sleeps in streets and satisfy himself by one time meal,but he lives his life happily. But here are you,who thinks to suicide because of small reasons. The reason is still small. However big it is. Life is beautiful. You just need to clear your eyes and see it in a better perspective. You get only one life to live. Don’t waste it leaving.

Answer Me

Do you ever feel every one around you are fake and pretending to be with you? Have you ever felt that life is just a mess and you want to quit that? You know what, Its all KARMA. you get what you do. Some day the dominance and mocking was done by you and that moment and that particular person was thinking of suicide. The more you isolate, the more you are isolated. This is isn’t simple as it seems. This moment you are dominated and suffering faliure, maybe next moment you have the power. Just don’t use that power. Respect your position but never overuse it. This is life. Life itself is a acheievment. You come with a certificate and die with one.