Started as a stranger
Made some new friends
Hardly knew anything
Soon came to an end.
16 years back
Your parents had sown a seed
The teachers watered everyday
And today it is flower indeed
A flower which will get detached today
And make a new start
16 years of love and care
Will be missed from all our heart
Long claps in assemblies
Playing football on rallball field
We didn’t realized
Where the time chilled
From running fast for games
To coming late after breaks
A sixteen year journey
Showed us many takes
Ah. Finally it came to an end
Playing in class, eating each others food
Outdoor classes in garden
Which refreshed everyone’s mood
Hundred memories lived
Thousand moments to recall
Will miss this more than a building
Hope could re live again all
Innovations of excuses
For undone homework was nothing new
Hardly we knew that our teachers were aware of everything
Little or few.
Yes I am afraid of failure
Yes I am afraid of failure. Yes I am afraid if I couldn’t manage my responsibilities. Yes I am afraid that what if I couldn’t make up to people’s expectations. Yes I am afraid of the fact that I also have to die someday. Yes I am afraid of everything around and stupidly trying act as if I don’t care. But deep inside every hour every second every moment, I just think, What if I couldn’t do anything. The fear of failure makes me weak and ignore the fact that someday or the other I have to face the truth and have manage all the things. But still Yes I am afraid of failure.
Suicide sounds like a pathetic word but don’t lie to yourself, haven’t you ever thought of it. This a trendy topic but still no one ever discuss because everyone some where or the other is afraid of death. In India itself there a person suicides every 20 minutes and thats more than worst. The reasons are simple. Tired of daily routines, tired of failure, at least once, once in your life you may had thought lets give up because there is no one for me and there is no future ahead.
Pretty normal nowadays. We cry for small things we don’t get from our parents,though they try to give the best of all of possibles they can. We cry for breakups and give warnings to our partner. Thats childish but this is the truth of the time.
We just don’t want to try. We have become lazy. We don’t want to study and want marks and then shamelessly laughing at it with our friends not even thinking the money required and the efforts of your parents to buy that single sheet. But as said you never know the importance until you earn it or loose it.
In India people suicides are mostly students. Students are afraid to male mistakes in this education system. Creativity is killed from young minds and forcing them to remember as much the syllabus wants. With these things working many students loose and fail. Not fail the exam but fail life. This is sad. A student goes to go school to study to learn something new but end up doing this. So somewhere schools are also responsible.
The factor is also society. Society is the biggest evil of the era. If you want to do something,”Will Society will accept?”. If you don’t want to do something,”Will Society will accept?”. Like do people have there own lifes left? Or ia juat society living it. Parents wants marks but don’t let their chold to choose his profession, because what society will say.
The ultimate pressure is on the child. Adding up to his peers,personal problems, economical problems, relation problems, competition,etc. Is a young brain capable of resisting this much?Then they choose suicide.
But suicide isn’t a option. Suicide is not the option. Your life is still better than small boy who sleeps in streets and satisfy himself by one time meal,but he lives his life happily. But here are you,who thinks to suicide because of small reasons. The reason is still small. However big it is. Life is beautiful. You just need to clear your eyes and see it in a better perspective. You get only one life to live. Don’t waste it leaving.
Do you ever feel every one around you are fake and pretending to be with you? Have you ever felt that life is just a mess and you want to quit that? You know what, Its all KARMA. you get what you do. Some day the dominance and mocking was done by you and that moment and that particular person was thinking of suicide. The more you isolate, the more you are isolated. This is isn’t simple as it seems. This moment you are dominated and suffering faliure, maybe next moment you have the power. Just don’t use that power. Respect your position but never overuse it. This is life. Life itself is a acheievment. You come with a certificate and die with one.
There are good days. There are bad days. And there are those worst days of life which we all hate. It feels like giving up. It feels like every one is just onto you. It feels like quiting. It feels like no one loves you. It feels like every one is fake. It feels like crying. It feels like everyone is fake and lying. It feels angry. It feels irritating. It feels like everything is complicated and next moment everything is so clear. It feels like sleeping (to be honest). hAnd when that best person person, you trusted would support, ignores your mood, it feels like hanging. Then to there’s expectations for next day. But who knows what will happen. And who cares. This is childish but hurts a lot. And we still know future is more harder then this. Days will change and so does moods. But one thing, we get to know things and people better. We get to know what is forever and what is whatever. And then we realise how much are parents love. But still we know the same thing will happen. And we’ll cry again but yeah, who cares. We haven’t even lived half of our life and feel to end. This is weired. This is coward. Live the good. Leave the bad. Thanks for reading as it makes no sense:)